Sunday, May 15
- Sunday, May 15, 2005
-song playing at e moment - emilia - big big world-msn nick at the moment:
k e l - ` standing on my own . stop taking me as a fool. promises are better left unsaid.`
-events to look forward to: monday n tuesday ..
i'm gonna haf a terrible stomachache later.. my breakfast was a little mixture of prata,cookie crisp,curry fm the roti prata ,mushroom soup and orange squash..i didn't wanna take it all.. but i felt tat eating it all was much beta than my father scolding me 4 being fussy w food..now i haf tat kinda wierd feeling bubbling in my stomachache aka I FEEEL SICCCCK!!!..
haish.. i tink da conversation with ryan last nite is still stuck in my head.. even more possibilities n revelations seem 2 be surfacing.. and tat's so damn wierd really..i feel like a diff kinda person already ... cos a part of me wants to hear wad ryan has to sae.. n another part jux wants 2 walk away.. i guess at how tings are looking now.. i'm juz a bit hesitant abt doin stuff.. one's my best fwen.. another is like a brother to me.. i juz hope tat e dae would nvr come when i haf 2 pick btwn e 2 of them.. = ! ...